336th Reflection💬

“The longer one follows the Lord, the more one has to pay❓”

Nothing to pay, from beginning to end.
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I said, “I have a decision.”

Another me said, “What is it?”

I said, “I’ve decided to change the release frequency of my reflection from once a week to once upon an irregular period.”

Another me said, “Why? Are you running short of reflections?”

I said, “No, Released now is the 335th reflection. I’m now writing the 690th.”

Another me said, “I got it. You’re worried about having little to write after this piece. So you’d like to keep some more stocks.”

I said, “No, either. The Lord is working every second. I can’t note them all down even around the clock.”

Another me said, “Why making it irregular then?”

I said, “Because I want to slow down my living pace. I want myself to be a little more relaxed and I’d like to pick the better ones to share.

Another me said, “Why do you slow down my living pace?”

I said, “Recently I happen to find that the more relaxingly I’m living, the more focused and enjoyable I’m getting in the tasks the Lord has arranged me.”

Another me said, “Hold on. Wrong calculations.”

I said, “What calculations?”

Another me said, “The calculations in your faith?”

I said, “Which calculations in my faith?”

Another me said, “The longer you follow the Lord, the more you are expected to pay. You should have made more contributions.”

I said, “What come?”

Another me said, “It’s common sense. It makes no sense it comes the opposite way.”

I said, “But the Lords never asked me to pay more. And now, though I’m going to share less, but I’m living in relationship with the Lord no less closer than before.”

Another me said, “How about me? I’m missing in your picture.”

I said, “You count yourself in me?”

Another me said, “I still want to keep watching the Lord’s new moves every week.”

I said, “The Lord’s moves, you can see anytime if you’ve started following Him. Have you yet followed Him?”